Today I turned 33.
I gotta say how much I actually love my 30’s. For some reason I really thought that once I left my 20’s I’d be entering a new realm of old age and a complete downhill, nightmare of who knows. I guess just getting old scares me in general. But turns out I’m a complete dramatic nightmare, and scared myself for literally no reason. I wanna say it’s the build up that gets us the most.
My 30’s are helping me find me again and realize I’m getting to old to give a shit about the small stuff and focus on the good stuff. I’m more willing to open my perspective and remind myself that I can still act like a kid again and thats okay.
I’m lucky to have what I have. I’m lucky to have accomplished what I have. To think of how life gets us to where it does is a crazy outtake reel of your life in entirely. And when I look back. All the hard times and good times. Literally have brought me here to where I am today and I’m thankful for that.
33. The only difference I see so far…. more grey hairs, the fine lines have made an appearance, I have more aches and pains in my body, I’ve said good-bye to my patience, she’s gone. My doctor has become my best friend with all my hormonal changes and new things my body brings to the table everyday.
Other than that, it’s just a number. I hope to god that I continue to feel this way and keep praying my kids keep helping me feel young everyday!
Thank you Salt Studios for all your photography help! And the boys opted out of this, I feel like it might have something to do with it being to “girly” hahaha
Keisha Lynne, xx